"All this talking I feed off of , keep it up. "
The things I hate most is lying, even though it can also be a bad habit of mine once in a while. (This is a rant so don't mind it .. just need to get things off my chest.) I'm stepping down and handing this role to someone else because i'm tired of being labled as the YFC stereotype. It's stupid because people in YFC don't do shit for the right reasons but go for the wrong reasons. I'm tired of wasting time on stupidness and bullshit. I'm capable of doing good on my own, it was fun while it lasted but soon I realised that it wasn't right for me. YFC is full of two H's .. Hypocrites and Hypebeasts. I'm not hating, i'm just stating my opinion. I love God as much as the next person does, don't get me wrong.. It's just thing's ain't going right for me, I don't feel as close to him as I should be. When things go better i'll consider it, probably not .. but from what i've seen and experienced i'm sick and tired of plastic. It's time for some real
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I've never felt so secure before, I feel so protected and loved.
It's funny how one person can change the way you look at things in life
who knew? Through all the little arguments and the few fights we had
I'm greatful for having you by my side everyday. Someone has made me realised that even from a bitter cold past , someone will love you eventually and unconditionally. Livfe moves on and brings you something better. You're the better. Me and M had a deep talk, I never talked to someone that deep about how I felt. I think it's about time I let go of stupid trust issues but yet still hold my ground. " There's always going to be that one person that's going to change you " sound familiar? It was the cutest thing ever, cause you said it so randomly when we were about to fall asleep. That line will forever be written in my head and played back everyday. I'm glad that someone so unworthy like me , can do something like that. I love how when we're lying in your bed looking at your ceiling we always seem to bring up the first day we met. You understand me , I understand you. It's always going to be this way if we both put the effort of trusting eachother. Just trust me to be your girl and only your girl and i'll trust you. I already do .. my trust issues are almost gone. Just almost.
I'm the type of person who needs to be reassured a thousand times to get the message clear.
I love you bestfriend/boyfriend.
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i'm sorry i'm comfortable with my body and your not.
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