Have you ever been inlove?
Well I don't know about you, but i'm inlove.
You might think i'm stupid for even bringing up the dreaded four letter word up because I was such a hopeless romantic in the past. Well this isn't the past, this is the present. I've always brought up the past before because it's the only thing that kept stopping me from loving. I admit, I was cold. Weren't you at a point? Because you felt as if every guy/girl is going to be the same. But trust me their not, once you find someone you're head over heels for everything's put into place. I can't imagine myself being alone anymore, I can't. I know i'm young ... but it just feels like i'm in the right spot at the right time. Fuck all the haters, fuck the drama. It's just you and me, not your ex - girlfriends , not my ex- boyfriends, not some next thing on the side .. just you and I. I don't even remember the last time I honestly gave somebody my all, I never wasted my breathe on someone or said I Love You and actually meant it. I'm so blessed that I have somebody to confide to and talk to about things I can't tell my closest friends. I want to thankyou for everything you've done for me , I don't know if it's too soon but I just thought I'd let you know. I'm sick and tired of crying , wether it's the fear of having to let go, wether it's the fear of being rejected. The only thing I fear is the idea of losing you because I can't imagine what would happen ... I never had a second thought ever, like I always had in the past relationships. This is silly but my heart is beating so fast writing this, it's amazing what one person can do ...
What can you do? I'm high off love.
