I do this when I can't sleep.
bop to the top
Alot of things bother me, they're like those itches that never go away.
It keeps me up, up when all the birds are chirping and the sun is rising.
It doesn't allow me to enjoy the rest of the sunny day at all, cause it
tires me out , closes my eyes and enters my brain where I get dreams.
Not only dreams but nightmares. When I wake up these nightmares
are leach - like, sucking all the emotion out of my body, sucking up my heart - leaving
it cold, taking away my feelings, but leaving tears for everyone to see. I hate this
restless feeling. I hate how it leaves doubt, fear, anxiety but yet it leaves no trust at all.
I want the love in my heart, and the love to trust.
But you can't always get what you want.
Someone help me get through this tunnel so I can find the light.
