i've realized that no matter how many times you've been hurt , how many times you fall, how many times tears hit your pillow at night - you always have to keep things positive. i'm trying to keep things under control, no matter how much pain is going through my heart. or how loud the rain drops are pouring on my rooftop. on the other hand i can't keep pretending everything is going to be alright, i THOUGHT everything was going to be alright. i thought wrong. just when you think that life is good, something hits you bad and makes you go back to the starting line, make you go through the race where your trying to win. i tried so hard, so hard for everything. to try to make everything perfect just to make somebody smile. but what do i get in return? hate, hate for something i didn't do.
i can't breathe, i can't think properly.
i can't take this, this is too much to handle.
