Laughter can easily turn into pain in a few seconds
and little do you know that you can get caught up in your own lies.
A string of lies, that lead into tears.
Some guys don't know how much it affects us girls, cause some of us just play it off and pretend nothings wrong. We do our make up and hair on our down days not cause we're finally happy, it's to cover up all the pain that we conceal inside. Trust is one of the most sensitive issues for a girl, well for me at least. I've learned from past experience and past mistakes that I can never trust somebody just by looking at them, it takes a million years for somebody to earn my trust , by looking past them. I mean, we all made mistakes before by looking at the past and collecting the pieces and creating a new puzzle for yourself. But you have to tell yourself that creating a new puzzle for yourself with those old pieces won't just work. It's hard to get over the things that hurt you most or will hurt you the most but that's not important, the past isn't important by all means. Risks are the hardest things that I can ever take , I mean I can probably get drunk and go skinny dipping in a lake .. But the hardest risks for everybody is to forgive, forget, love and trust. Pride usually gets in the way, pride always gets in the way. The fear of losing somebody is all bundled up in the category of risks and pride. What am I saying ? Forgiving, forgetting, loving and trusting all have to do with pride & risks. For eg. If you risk forgiving somebody you'll have that devil on your shoulder telling you not to, cause you'll end up getting hurt at the end. " Forget the risk, take the fall". To all the guys out there, keep your girl no matter how long it takes for her to earn your trust , it's all worth it at the end.
