Fuck , I screwed up. How did I get here? Cause I was selfish. Instead of spending my time with you, I wanted to go partying and try to forget about our fights, so maybe I can gradually forget about you. Never will I ever, forget about you. Here's the biggest problem that I have, I make actions but I don't think about the consequences after these actions I make. Like, since when did I party? What the hell? Never. We're always going to end up running back to each other. We're stronger than that - to let people get in between us. Nothing gets in between us, I'm truly blessed that you're still beside me everyday. I'm blessed that regardless, you're feelings are still there and kept in place. Two wrongs never make any rights, ever. I shouldn't have retaliated to what you did to me before, until the situation goes overboard , like it did. I mean right now, we both know where we stand. I'm still yours, and your still mine. Just without a title, I hope that doesn't become a factor in our relationship. I hope, I'm not replaceable. It's a fresh start, we must start fresh. We can't keep holding grudges, and we can't keep having this guilt in our hearts. I love you and that's all that matters. Let's give this time to heal and see where the wind takes us.
