Go ahead, Laugh - I'm having a rough time right now.
Aren't I always ? But I'm managing to get through it. Regardless of the senseless thoughts I have, regardless of how much my heart feels most of the time, I manage to smile. I just want to get through the day and at the end feel accomplished , not unsatisfied or worthless.
And sometimes I just wish I can drill a hole inside your head and peer into it and read your many thoughts. But it's okay sometimes i wish I couldn't tell what your thinking, sometimes your facial expressions make me cringe to what you're going to say next. Believe it or not, I'm still intimidated by you, and I still get those tingles in my stomach when you kiss me surprisingly. Haha, like today when I was washing the dishes and you came behind me but I caught you - I still got that tingle! But yeah , it's so hard to focus. I hope it's just temporary insanity nothing more. Anyways bloggers, i'm out - got a lot to do tomorrow , night :)
