I want to shoot myself , for even trying to compare myself with your past and sometimes the chicks that you talk too. They're obviously a waste of your time and mine to think about. I'm not being cocky, i'm just being confident , there's a difference. I'm confident that I can trust you. It's hard to let go of things that will hurt you, I need to throw away that emergency button and let that risk happen. It's a new year, I'm not saying I'm going to change completely I'm just saying I'm going to take more risks. Not the bad ones, the good ones. I'm just going to tell you now, that this isn't some silly game anymore .. I'm in it for the real thing. I'm genuinely happy with you and I want to keep it that way, we may have our ups and downs but it's not really a big deal. We get down to the kissing and making up after wards.
"2010, I'm doing my own thing. I'm not even going to pay attention to the immature youths that clearly haven't changed and that's still there same selves from two years ago still hanging around with people younger then them . I mean yeah, we're in high school so let's live the high life. No time for the lows. It's time to focus on the better things then the worse.
Love you all.
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